Ruined

(album: Everything But What You Need - 2015)

I remember those nights, the lonely sound of the service drive
I remember those times I thought that I could make you mine
Your dark hair and your coffee eyes
I wanted to fix you, but you didn't want to fight
Your heart was sad, but so was mine
Your heart was a stubborn slope that I couldn't climb
Every night we'd say goodbye, you'd shut the door with a sigh
You kept saying we didn't have much time

It's all your fault, and I'll always blame you
I dreamt a life for us and it could've come true
But you packed all your things and said that "we're through
Because you ruined me and I ruined you."

We were library lovers where no one could see
Midnight diners always in secrecy
Moonlit drives to your front door
You wanted my attention but nothing more
I couldn't break it off, I had no guts
Because you were one of my few great loves
Now you changed the locks and moved on out
You had abandoned your love for doubt

It's all your fault, and I'll always blame you
I dreamt a life for us and it could've come true
But you packed all your things and said that "we're through
Because you ruined me and I ruined you."