Dead Inside

(album: Do Not Take This Sangin Sh#t Softly - 2012)

Sitting here all alone (yes I is), wondering when she's coming home (so am I), why would you lie, and I feel like diening, so baby I'm about to cry, I'm depressed, I'm getting lazy, ayee what I'm a do without my lady, and I swea I'm going crazy, cause I can't see you.

I feel so much pain I can't even cry, I feel like I waisted half of my life, babygirl I can't take it, all this time that I waisted, my heart so broke, it's like it's dead inside. I feel so much pain I can't even cry (like it's dead inside), like the rain has washed out all my pride, babygirl I can't take it, all this time I waisted, my heart so broke, it's like it's dead inside.

Pastronama, it go up and down, round and round, love rollercoaster, it was fuck me, now it's fuck you, the arguments suppose to bring us closer but we seperated, now I barely see your face and I fucking hate it, how can lovers be enemies? man that's fucking crazy, I don't wanna love again man my heart lazy, damn I miss you when you use to call me baby, use to get excited when you call, I guess it hurt cause I gave you my all, I'm a be a man baby I'm a stand tall, caution when it come to love I don't wanna be a ball, I'm a take it slow, so slow, so slow, cause it hurt when it fall, it's gone take a sludge hammer, a couple of bombs to knock down this love wall, Pastronama.

I feel so much pain I can't even cry, I feel like I waisted half of my life, babygirl I can't take it, all this time that I waisted, my heart so broke, it's like it's dead inside. I feel so much pain I can't even cry (like it's dead inside), like the rain has washed out all my pride, babygirl I can't take it, all this time I waisted, my heart so broke, it's like it's dead inside.

Snoop, All these feelings that I shared, I want them in return, trust never come easy, it something you got to earn, it's something you gotta learn, that ain't nobody perfect, sometimes I sit and wonder why you hurt me, was it worth it?, to many lies, to many lies, been told to many times, from the start I told you I was gone grind, still you thought I had another bitch on the side, two rights don't make no wrong, two wrongs don't make shit right, but to fuck up, that's another bitch luck up, now my middle finger stuck up.

I feel so much pain I can't even cry, I feel like I waisted half of my life, babygirl I can't take it, all this time that I waisted, my heart so broke, it's like it's dead inside. I feel so much pain I can't even cry (like it's dead inside), like the rain has washed out all my pride, babygirl I can't take it, all this time I waisted, my heart so broke, it's like it's dead inside. Yea, you was there from the start, then you stole my heart, ranned with my heart, yeaaa.