I Need Help

(album: Bipolar - 2018)

I get some drugs by all the mistakes that I made in the past
The scariest part of this rap game is how long Ima last & be counting that cash
I look in the mirror I see fear in my eyes
Every time I smile I'm telling a lie
If I'm being honest I wanna cry man I wanna die
I was a kid, I was a child
Every decision I made it was wild
I got some haters they want me dead
Hopefully I never make them smile
Who's my friend who do I trust
I trust god that's my dawg
Am I a bad person just because
I fucked up and I broke the law
No, I'm not, I got a heart
I'll admit that I wasn't smart
I had a role in the movie
They saw something, but then I lost my part
Yeah, it hurt
It made me feel like a piece of dirt
But every time I tried nothing ever worked

Look who I've become
Look at what I've done
I feel so numb
Life isn't fun
I'm on a mission all by myself
I think I need help
The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself
The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself

Listen to these lyrics
I need help, I need help
Lately I been suicidal, thinking 'bout killing myself
I pray to god, show me the way
Show me the light, I'm a thief in the night
If you ever ask for my advice, I'll probably tell you that everything would be alright
But the truth is I don't even believe the words that are coming right out of my mouth
Money the root of all evil, I'm thinking of burning my house down
Down to the ground when no one's around
My mind, my body, my soul is lost
And they all know where to be found
Maybe they're just out of town
I hope I see them again
I'm losing all of my friends
Yeah I sin but I repent
They don't know what I have been
Yeah I did a lot of evil
Yeah I did a lot of evil
But when I make music like this song I make it for the people

Look who I've become
Look at what I've done
I feel so numb
Life isn't fun
I'm on a mission all by myself
I think I need help
The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself
The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself

I need help, I need help, I need help
I said, I need help, I need help, I need help
I need help, I need help, I need help
The only reason that you didn't know is 'cause I keep it to myself