Die With You On My Mind

I don't wanna die with you on my mind
I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine
Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you
I don't wanna cry for you all the time
I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm
Never going to
Never going to let go of you

I passed by the place we used to work together
Saw your car parked and I froze
So did my heart, I couldn't move
The last thing that I want is to lurk and stalk you
But I do and I keep driving myself insane

Why the fuck can't I just be like you
And just give up and move on to something new

I don't wanna die with you on my mind
I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine
Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you
I don't wanna cry for you all the time
I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm
Never going to
Never going to let go of you

So many questions still remain
And I know I'll never get the answers
I know you want me to take the blame
For the fact that you're gone forever
I feel myself going insane
Suicidal thoughts taking over
In my head I still love you the same

Why the fuck can't I just be like you
And just give up and move on to something new
And go and fuck random girls I don't know
Or get fucked up and give up on myself

I don't wanna die with you on my mind
I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine
Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you
I don't wanna cry for you all the time
I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm
Never going to
Never going to let go of you

I don't wanna die with you on my mind
I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine
Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you
I don't wanna cry for you all the time
I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm
Never going to
Never going to let go of you

Never going to let go of you

I don't wanna die with you on my mind
I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine
Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you
I don't wanna cry for you all the time
I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm
Never going to
Never going to let go of you