Where I'm At (iTunes Bonus Track)

(album: H.F.M. 2 (The Hunger For More 2) - 2010)

Yeah, you got me
I'm up now, it's your loss
Must suck to be you

History is like a quarter-note delay
It keeps repeating itself, and what else can I say?
You wondering why I act this way
I never should've gave you the time of day
Guess you know what time it is now, eh?

There must've been a gust of wind
'Cause you change your mind every time it blows
And you just changed it a-motherfuckin'-gain
You just said you just wanted some dick 'fore I stuck it in
I wouldn't have been such a prick to you, fucking men
You say you don't trust 'em
Why do I hear the sound of toilets flushin'?
Some shit is going down
You must've just not been truthful from the start
See for me it'd be nothing to say you never had my heart
But I'd be lying
Fucking see why they call this bullshit a relationship: ships sink
And you know it's love as soon as you fall in it 'cause shit stinks
And it feels like every time I fucking do I get jinxed
Cupid must have put a curse on me, six weeks
Have went by and we only spoke twice
I'm sitting in your driveway, calling you from the car, suffice
I think it's safe to say you're not at home
I'm calling your cell phone
You answer but I can tell though that you're not alone
How was I to know?
It should've been time to go a long time ago
I kept holding on, it's comical
When I think back now why I couldn't get the hint
And feel the draft you were throwing, I wasn't catching your drift
But there's a cold breeze blowing over me, I'm over you
Success is the best revenge to pay you back
And that payment is overdue
I overcame odds to get even
The sober me is shitting all over the un-sober you
And I hope they play this in every club that you're going to
I'm haunting you, bitch, everywhere you turn I'm following you
'Cause I loved you with every ounce of me, you know it's true
It's killing you now, yeah, I hope the ho dies slow in you
It's 'cause of you now I don't trust 'em at all, fuck 'em
Middle finger up, I'm gon' just keep grabbing my balls, cup 'em
I'll never fall again, I trip on stairs, I fall up 'em
So, buttercup, don't try to come back knocking on my door all dolled up

'Cause I'm moving on, don't worry about me
'Cause I'm gon' be just fine without you, you'll see
There ain't no one on this Earth right now I'd much rather be
'Cause, goddamn it, I'm glad that I'm me
I said if you could be where I'm at (bye, bye)
You'd wanna be you too (I'ma be good without you)
If you felt the way I feel, I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am
But you don't 'cause you just feel like you
I said if you could be where I'm at (bye, bye)
You'd wanna be you too (I'ma be good without you)
If you felt the way I feel, I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am
But you don't 'cause you just feel like you

Uh, I've had it for the last time
Your actions got me hot as my last rhyme
Your options are leave or put out, granted, your ass fine
Fine just ain't gon' cut it
Drama is what you're in love with
You and them bitches you run with
Lately I'm feeling smothered
You snooped around for dirt to be uncovered
Conceited with cover girl motives, I gotta rise above it
You thinking about who's loving me, I'm thinking about who doesn't
Doesn't really matter what you say, sickness in my stomach
Told you I was gon' be splitting, you don't think I mean it?
Left you with everything I got, fuck you! Ain't no secret
No apologies, you keep it
Now that I'm doing my thing and you peep it
The badder times all outweigh the recent
Your energy, who needs it?
Every rumor you hear, you go believe it
Point out the times you've seen it
You stabbed me, should have leaned it
Revenge is mine, I need it, need a way out
It's my fucking life, let her find a way to stay out
Bet you thought I'd break, it ain't that easy
Bet you thought I'd need you a million times before you need me
Leave me everything that I gave to you
Ain't no freebies, get your coat and go
The female Pinocchio, money-hungry hopeless ho
You fucking with my focus so
Go back to that chump that played the role befo'
Love is like a cancer when you don't let go
I'ma blow fo' sho'
Unnecessary weight makes the boat go slow
I don't need you sinking us, hope you float
Lying through my teeth, I hope you don't
(Drown, drown!) Not a sound out her be dope
Bottles pop out while he smoke
Hate we met, proud that we broke
Let them girls crowding me go
If they got something to show, let 'em show me
I don't love 'em, never lonely, never even left a scar
You fell hard, I'm laughing, ha ha ha ha ha
Tire smoke fancy car, nothing is what we are
No beginning, no tomorrow

'Cause I'm moving on, don't worry about me
'Cause I'm gon' be aight without you, you'll see
There ain't no one on this Earth right now I'd much rather be
'Cause, goddamn it, I'm glad that I'm me
I said if you could be where I'm at (bye, bye)
You'd wanna be you too (I'ma be good without you)
If you felt the way I feel
I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am
But you don't, 'cause you just feel like you
I said if you could be where I'm at (bye, bye)
You'd wanna be you too (I'ma be good without you)
If you felt the way I feel
I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am
But you don't, 'cause you just feel like you
I said if you could be where I'm at (bye, bye)