Exit Bag

(album: Downer Part.1 - 2021)

I won't stop until I'm bleeding
Look what you turn me into
Face down in a dirty bathroom
I won't see the sun
Dopamine fiend, son
Here we go again into the same fucking prison!

Again, I let you win, soul eating bastard

Creep back in when the back is turned
Filling my mouth with a thousand words
Nothing to say I got nothing to learn
Nothing but wasted days I'm stuck with losing my mind
I can't control you so I'd rather sink this knife deep inside

And fucking gut you
Dirty, filthy bitch
A thousand sniffs and you still smell like shit

Straight back
Into this hole again
You suck me lifeless
Selfish scumbag

I wish you nothing but pain
Shit stained slut dressed in white
Get the fuck out my life
Don't you crawl back I want you

Dead inside just like my mind when you leave me
Lonely death nothing left, nothing left

Can't even look in the mirror without hating the sight
Way back before I knew you everything was alright
Now look at me
And these pills that I eat
And this life that I have
So disappointing
I'm never coming back
And I'm reaching for the exit bag!

I, reject myself
I've fallen for the joke again
Look at me, pathetic mess
Misery!