Overdosed

(album: I Love Songs - 2018)

I still can't rely on your love
So I'm brushing the dirt off my shoulders
I guess I was high off the buzz
I was drunk, now I'm searching for sober
I guess that I overdosed
I guess that I overdosed
I guess that I overdosed
I guess that I overdosed
Oh oh whoa oh whoa

Girl, your love is addictive, yeah, your love is addictive, girl, your love is the dope
It was getting me lifted, it was getting me lifted, now I feel like a hoax
Yeah, I feel like a dickhead, yeah, I feel like a dickhead, yo, that's par for the course
I was asleep on that comatose, but I awoke from that overdose
You were one in a million, that's what I thought, though I got cold feet, I got frozen toes
Just as sure as the cold wind blows, can't feel my face, you're that dose of coke, better blow my nose
But my nose done grown, I told more lies than Pinocchio
But that's just life when your life's on drugs, tried to hold you close but I can't quite cope
Yo, I might just ghost, hit the open road, somewhere so remote, no remote controls
No DVD's, flat screen TV's, plus no 4G for my mobile phone
I just write quotes from my mobile home, the homeboys gloat like, 'I told you so'
But your love's like white, got me wired all night, how'd I get so high when I feel so low?

I still can't rely on your love
So I'm brushing the dirt off my shoulders
I guess I was high off the buzz
I was drunk, now I'm searching for sober
I guess that I overdosed
I guess that I overdosed
I guess that I overdosed
I guess that I overdosed
Oh oh whoa oh whoa

She said, "I like the way you fuck me, Tuk, too bad you'll trust me but", I said
If you ever learn to love me we can share a little more than company, oh snap
Nothing's ever that simple, I'd hold back, but I really can't sit still
Cold facts you're just into for a quick fix, soul clap, I'm in it 'cause I think you are a big deal
I swear an angel answered my prayers, she came to my aid when she saw the pain on my face
Now she's standing right there, running her hand through my hair, saving my grace
And healing my wounds, she is my queen bee, speaking my truth, I dare
You can place your feet in my shoes indeed, you can even have the keys to my room, it's free, see if I care
Yeah, best believe that I do, take a look in these eyes, they're looking at you
I'm right here, I hope you don't mind when I stare, I've been getting ideas, getting hooked on that view, "like yeah"
My God, my gosh, there we are at it again, I guess, yeah
You'll be leaving once you get what you want, but to be honest that is never quiet clear

I still can't rely on your love
So I'm brushing the dirt off my shoulders
I guess I was high off the buzz
I was drunk, now I'm searching for sober
I guess that I overdosed
I guess that I overdosed
I guess that I overdosed
I guess that I overdosed
Oh oh whoa oh whoa