day dream

Diving off the deep end
There ain't no time for you to save me
Feel like I'm always on the defense
I've been living in a day dream
Standing on the edge
Trying to pretend
My heart's full but it ain't true
Shortness in my breath
Walls are closing in
I'm running from my issues

Never wanted to hurt you
But its hard when I feel like I'm drowning
Stuck in a room empty faces surround me surrounded
Never thought we would end up as strangers
Don't it feel so wrong
But I can't stay much longer
My soul is already so torn
I'm empty inside
Losing my balance
I'm standing broken
Consumed with silence
Numb to the pain I can't feel so I fake it
I'm running in place so I still can't escape it

Diving off the deep end
There ain't no time for you to save me
Feel like I'm always on the defense
I've been living in a day dream
Standing on the edge
Trying to pretend
My heart's full but it ain't true
Shortness in my breath
Walls are closing in
I'm running from my issues

Trapped in my thoughts I can't manage the guilt
All my troubles I like to conceal
I'm not asking for you to be my savior
But its getting harder to stay sober
Heaviness in my chest
Always feel like I'm second best
Here I am I came undressed
Cause pleasing you never takes a day of rest
Can't you see
Take a moment look at me
I'm on my knees
Begging God for mercy
Even He can't hear my cries
Now your staring into empty eyes

Diving off the deep end
There ain't no time for you to save me
Feel like I'm always on the defense
I've been living in a day dream
Standing on the edge
Trying to pretend
My heart's full but it ain't true
Shortness in my breath
Walls are closing in
I'm running from my issues