First Time

Showed up when I wasn't looking for you
That's the way it goes
Woke me up, sleeping in the dark
I didn't realize I was comatose
I got so low

Feels like I've been high since last October
Finding love is harder when you're sober
But different beds don't ever bring you closure
Then I met you

And this is the first time I feel like I can feel again
This is the first time that I remembered to forget
And this is the first time in so long that I don't want the night to end
This is the first time that no one else is in my head

And I can think of you instead
This is the— first time
I can think of you instead
This is the— first time
I can think of you instead

I get low, you pick up
You move on, I get stuck
I get lost, I get lonely
Thinking why do we give up
I get trapped in my thoughts
Is it real, I forgot
Maybe love, maybe not
I don't deserve what I want
Because it

Feels like I've been high since last October
Finding love is harder when you're sober
But different beds don't ever bring you closure
Then I met you

And this is the first time I feel like I can feel again
This is the first time that I remembered to forget
This is the first time in so long that I don't want the night to end
This is the first time that no one else is in my head

And I can think of you instead
This is the— first time
I can think of you instead
This is the— first time
I can think of you instead

This is the first time
And it

Feels like I've been high since last October
Finding love is harder when you're sober
But different beds don't ever bring you closure
Then I met you

And this is the first time I feel like I can feel again
This is the first time that I remembered to forget
This is the first time in so long that I don't want the night to end
This is the first time that no one else is in my head
(And I can think of you instead!)

No I can be with you instead
And this is the first time I feel like I can feel again
This is the first time that I remembered to forget
This is the first time in so long that I don't want the night to end
This is the first time that no one else is in my head
And I can think of you instead