Not The Day

(album: Dont Play This 4 Any1! - 2019)

Eight years on and thrown out in the cold
Ready to fuck the world up
Not giving a fuck what nobody says to me
I'm a machine and ready to annihilate anything
Standing between me and dreams, I'm asleep
But my [?] is a nightmare, but if I keep screaming then I might care
Somebody help me, I can't believe
I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
And there's a hole in my chest where it used to be
I'm at my best when you bringing out the worst in me
And fuck the rest 'cause this anger fits me perfectly
Seems like the world's fucking with me purposely
You gon' find out what everybody else found out the hard way
When you fucking with me on a bad day
I done said everything to you before and there's nothing left to say
So leave me the fuck alone and get fuck out of my face

This is not the day for you to fuck with me
I had it up to here, do not to repeat myself
I know, this life is not for me, so what?
But can I live it?
This is not the day for you to fuck with me
I had it up to here, do not to repeat myself
I know, this life is not for me, so what?
But can I live it?

Calculated and cold-blooded
My mind's flooded with thoughts of being out of control
And I was here when the hope wasn't
I dedicate my mind, body and soul
And it just left me out in the cold
And now the blame's coming
Like a train with the pain you gotta face something
Can't keep hiding away and hope for change
Nothing ever seems to work that way
I feel the pain but it's worth it
If the shit I say helps bring another day 'cause the shit I gave
I've been feeling some kind of way
So it's probably for the best, just leave me alone
And suffer the consequences
I just want out of this drama, anonymous
It's perfect
You deserve what you gotta get (Deserve what you gotta get)

This is not the day for you to fuck with me
I had it up to here, do not to repeat myself
I know, this life is not for me, so what?
But can I live it?
This is not the day for you to fuck with me
I had it up to here, do not to repeat myself
I know, this life is not for me, so what?
But can I live it?