Burn The Foundation

(album: Bloodshot - 2020)

I try to look at myself but I can't stand the sight
All of this guilt that I feel, all of this torture inside
I'm overwhelmed by this feeling of shame
No matter what I do, the outcome is always the same

I'm never gonna find a way to let go
Of everything I've done but I try
To live another day just pretending that I'm fine
I spent too many nights alone thinking
About every single mistake that I've made
You should stay away from me

I'm filled with so much regret

I don't deserve any redemption
I've already had too many chances
You'd think I would have learned my lesson
But I always find a way to burn down the foundation
I did this to myself, soon I'll be six feet in the ground
You should know I dug this grave all on my own
I'm overwhelmed by this feeling of shame
No matter what I do, the outcome is always the same

I'm never gonna find a way to let go
Of everything I've done but I try
To live another day just pretending that I'm fine
I spent too many nights alone thinking
About every single mistake that I've made
You should stay away from me

My guilt has control, my guilt has control of me (Control of me)
Will I ever find a way to forgive myself? (Forgive myself)

I have fallen so far away from where I used to be
What will it take for me to see the fault in my ways?
I'm tired of sulking in my shame
Get me out of this cycle
I swear it never ends, it never ends
I need something to fight for
But there is nothing left, there's nothing left

I'm never gonna find a way to let go
Of everything I've done but I try
To live another day just pretending that I'm fine
I spent too many nights alone thinking
About every single mistake that I've made
You should stay away from me