Almost Ecstasy

(album: What If I Break? - 2023)

I'm higher than I've ever been
Just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me

Straying from the plot
Don't know how to stop it
I've given it some thought
When I'd rather not
You are not my S.O.S. anymore
Digging through the rot
Hide it from the people
Cause deep inside yourself is necessary evil
We're living in excess
And losing ourselves

How could we believe in destiny
Staring at the worlds back
They put doubt in my bones
And turned you to stone
Saying that we got better
Still signing all the hate letters
With X's and O's
We live and we loathe

Now I'm higher than I've ever been
I just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy

Half of what you are is everything I'm needing
And it's tearing me up
And pulling me in
I'm caught riding me desperation
Shooting up the smoke
Blow it out the car window
YEAH
Speaking with our eyes
Saying only words that we now
Please, be my release
Oh my god I can't stop deceiving

How could we believe in destiny
Staring at the worlds back
They put doubt in my bones
And turned you to stone
Saying that we got better
Still signing all the hate letters
With X's and O's
We live and we loathe

Now I'm higher than I've ever been
I just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy
Always sink into the floor again
Won't admit we need more than this
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy

Yeah, this fever resides
In the hole in my chest
That's been vacant so vacant all night
When I hide and can't give enough
You just open me
Open me up
You just open me, open me up

Now I'm higher than I've ever been
I just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy
Now I'm higher than I've ever been
I just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy
Always sink into the floor again
Won't admit we need more than this
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy