I'll Find It

(album: I.L.Y. - 2017)

Fill my skull full of nothing
Give me empty-less thoughts
Send me someone to take out
Everything I don't want

When I leave in the morning
Tie my arms in a knot
To keep me from holding onto
Everything that I'm not

Go ahead, start the car
Said "I'm coming for it all"
Tell your mother, brother, sister
I'll be waiting on the lawn

'Cause I'm feeling like I lost myself
And now it's gone
I've lost it
I'll find it

Got your eyes to the ceiling
Got my head in the clouds
While my body is breathing
Where the sun's shining down

Go ahead, start the car
Said "I'm coming for it all"
Tell your mother, brother, sister
I'll be waiting on the lawn

'Cause I'm feeling like I lost myself
And now it's gone
I've lost it
I'll find it

I'm breathing but I'm barely alive
Am I living if I'm broken inside?