Blood Orange

(album: Repaint My Mind - 2021)

Excuse my overanalytical self
I think that the kid needs help
Cause some days I wish I was somebody else
And I know that it's bad for my health

I'm scared, I'm afraid to admit it
All my friends say, "Jansen, just forget it"
But I feel like a shell of a human
Of a human

Put on a brave face for ya
Pretend that it's alright
Repaint my mind blood orange
So I can sleep through the night

Forgive my overanalytical mind
I know it'll come in time
I feel my head is falling to the floor
My room, my bed, my house, an open door
Is this all that there is or something more
I don't know that I could be sure

Put on a brave face for ya
Pretend that it's alright
Repaint my mind blood orange
So I can sleep through the night

Put on a brave face for ya
Pretend that it's alright
Repaint my mind blood orange
So I can see a sunrise

I'm scared, I'm afraid to admit it
All my friends say, "Jansen, just forget it"
But I feel like a shell of a human
Of a human

Put on a brave face for ya
Pretend that it's alright
Repaint my mind blood orange
So I can sleep through the night

Put on a brave face for ya
Pretend that it's alright
Repaint my mind blood orange
So I can see a sunrise

Repaint my mind blood orange
So I can see a sunrise