Numb Love (Misery II)

(album: MONOMANIA - 2020)

If I stopped to think about you in another life, another life
I'd remember how things turned out and then I'd be alright, I'd be alright
Doesn't make it okay, you won't go away
And I'm afraid that I'm not better
What do you want me to say, got the best of me
And I'm afraid that I'm just bitter
Brought out the worst in me

The death of me was hidden in love for you
I've tried to speak, what am I supposed to do?
So I replied, "I'm just fine"
Must've told a million lies
The death of me was hidden in love for you

Every once in a while I forget who I really am, who I really am
And it's up to me to show them I'm a better man, a better man
I know I've made mistakes and I've thrown away too many years, but I am better
I had to learn from pain and then run away from the one who made me bitter

The death of me was hidden in love for you
I've tried to speak, what am I supposed to do?
So I replied, "I'm just fine"
Must've told a million lies
The death of me was hidden in love for you

The death of me, the death of me
The death of me
The death of me, the death of me

The death of me was hidden in love for you
I've tried to speak, what am I supposed to do?
So I replied, "I'm just fine"
Must've told a million lies
The death of me was hidden in love for you