Boy Toy

(album: Boy Toy - 2018)

Yeah I'm just your boy toy
Filling up some free time
Take me when you wanna
Then leave me here to die
I'll keep it to myself now
Got me feeling left out
You talk a lot shit
Like you don't got a lot to hide

Numb to the core
Yeah, I kill that pain
With a bottle of liquor
Feel it running thru my veins
When I'm not high
Or preoccupied
I got thorns in my heart
And a storm roaring in my mind

What's inside my cup?
Blindsides my brain
So I hide my face
In an act of shame
And hope to disappear
In a permanent way
You watch me fade to black
You'd love to watch my pain

And you know who to call
I'll be there after all
And I know when I fall
You won't care
After all

Yeah I'm just your boy toy
Filling up some free time
Take me when you wanna
Then leave me here to die
I'll keep it to myself now
Got me feeling left out
You talk a lot shit
Like you don't got a lot to hide

Numb to the core
Yeah, I kill that pain
With a bottle of liquor
Feel it running thru my veins
When I'm not high
Or preoccupied
I got thorns in my heart
And a storm roaring in my mind

Yeah, I'm just a waste
I don't got that much to offer
I'm selfish and conceited
But always put my all
Into everyone and everything
Then watch it as it falls
Let it crumble to my feet
Just like everything I've ever loved

Yesterday

Yeah, I'm just your boy toy
Filling up some free time
Take me when you wanna
Then leave me here to die
I always knew the truth
You ain't even gotta lie
You're the best thing
But I'm just another guy

I'm your puppet
And you play me like a game
Text from my ex
Yeah she never felt the same
Use me on a rainy day
Abuse me 'till I can't even think
That picture that we took
I always kept it safe
I'd put it in my pocket
Just so I could see your face
When I was out of town
You always kept me with you
Never told you 'bout all the times
When I would miss you

Yeah, I'm just your boy toy
Filling up some free time
Take me when you wanna
Then leave me here to die
I always knew the truth
You ain't even gotta lie
You're the best thing
But I'm just another guy