Spotlight

(album: Sailor Jerry - 2020)

Pull up to the spotlight in the same Jeep
I've been driving around since 2015
Girl you know I'd love to stay
But I've got some things I've gotta do
Big dreams, big dollars that I'm flocking to
If you don't love me, you can go
I don't give a fuck shawty
I've been out here on my own
Yeah you don't love me and it shows
And now you hate my face
Won't show me grace

Who could've ever guessed
That putting my heart on my sleeve
Would have me feeling blessed
From all of the webs that we weaved
Yeah all the ties cut didn't mean nothing
Yeah all those nights fucked up meant something

Did you ever believe?
Could you ever foresee?
I don't know man
I'm just tryna ball out with my bros man
Smokin blunts with Chris and Alec then we hit the show man
Bitches come and go but this shit getting sorta old man
Fuck I feel like I'm an old man
Movin at a slower pace but I will never fold man

Too far gone, I ain't coming back
When you hear this song I hope it brings you back
To the nights that made us who we are
Smoking weed in your backyard
Tripping over every word
But nothing ever held weight
When there's no one left to hold you and nowhere else to run
Will I find you down the barrel of my fully loaded gun?

I put 16 bars of my heart down
Just to pick it back up
And throw that shit out
I cock it back
Yeah I'm ready to go
Bitch I can't stop firing off
Keep ya head low

Pull up to the spotlight in the same Jeep
I've been driving around since 2015
Girl you know I'd love to stay
But I've got some things I've gotta do
Big dreams, big dollars that I'm flocking to
If you don't love me, you can go
I don't give a fuck shawty
I've been out here on my own
Yeah you don't love me and it shows
And now you hate my face
Won't show me grace

My service is the worst it's ever been
Can't even get one phone call in
Shorty tryna hit my motherfucking line again
But baby I'm more worried about your friend
That's how it is
Blue fading with the pink up in the sky
If I could I would never wake up again
Not even think twice
It's a scary occurrence
How much I wish I would die
But with the times we in
No one will hear the cries
They think I'm doing it
To boost the status online
But that is the furthest from what I want in life
Ain't got a dollar to my name
So many hours in the game
Used to not care about the money, now I do
Cause if I don't make some soon
Imma be hanging from my throat
Chair kicked over in my room
Chances I thought giving you
Been gathered up instead
Rehearse the lies I'm telling y'all
Then tell 'em all again
It's not ending well I guess
Add disaster to this mess
No bottom to this pit
I go to plead the fifth
Tomorrow's spite greeting me
Today's desires digging deep
Tomorrow's spite greeting me
Today's desires digging deep

Pull up to the spotlight in the same Jeep
I've been driving around since 2015
Girl you know I'd love to stay
But I've got some things I've gotta do
Big dreams, big dollars that I'm flocking to
If you don't love me, you can go
I don't give a fuck shawty
I've been out here on my own
Yeah you don't love me and it shows
And now you hate my face
Won't show me grace