Slipping Away

(Ant Chamberlain that's a hundred points)
(Get that bag, Getro)

I mispronounce my words
But then again I'd express my thoughts but I'd be lost for words
Bullshit you said but save that for the birds
My lonely soul, I left it on the curb
Can I get away to a place where my feelings somewhat matter
Can I get away off this earth to a place where I do matter

Do it out my heart, they all do it to get paid
I was working hard, you know how many times I've slaved
They ain't showing love, they told me love's pain
They should me loyalty won't real, I'm like no way
My momma don't know how I feel
I'm like momma, momma, momma
I'm hold back cause death before dishonor
Slowly I've been slipping away
So much up on my chest, this what I have to say
I lost three brothers, that shit still fuck with me
Replays in my head so I've been losing sleep
Seem like that's the only time I get to spend back time with them
I left the house with them boys but I ain't come back with them
And now my heart destroyed

I mispronounce my words
But then again I'd express my thoughts but I'd be lost for words
Bullshit you said but save that for the birds
My lonely soul, I left it on the curb
Can I get away to a place where my feelings somewhat matter
Can I get away off this earth to a place where I do matter

Please not no cameras today
Don't wanna take pictures I just wanna blaze
No sneaky recording, can we conversate
My thoughts, my feelings, cause I been feeling lost
Loyalty don't really matter, your intentions off
Just wanna get away and catch a different vibe
All I ask for you to be real but you still tell me lies
Tryna peep the snakes through the grass but they seem to be camouflage
I asked my brother admit when he wrong but he still holding pride
I'm tryna hold on to my soul
I don't know where I wanna be but I need to go
I been holding all y'all weight and my own
I got everything up on my back but I can't hold on

I mispronouce my words
But then again I'd express my thoughts but I'd be lost for words
Bullshit you said but save that for the birds
My lonely soul, I left it on the curb
Can I get away to a place where my feelings somewhat matter
Can I get away off this earth to a place where I do matter