Myself

(album: Numb - 2021)

You left me empty, just don't forget me
These drugs are tempting, I need to steady myself
Hop in a Bentley, y'all know the rest
And I need the rest of time, just to better myself
Ain't gon' lie I severed myself
Shades on now to cover my pain
Been through hell, I made it myself
Take one more and say I'm okay

Don't get the picture, I see it's bigger than we could wish for, I know
I need a fixture, no, need to fix it before I cannot return home
It didn't have to be like this
But nothing left inside my soul so I just feed my wrist
A couple steps till I get home and all the fire get lit
And even if I hated you, I wouldn't wish this shit on you

You left me empty, just don't forget me
These drugs are tempting, I need to steady myself
Hop in a Bentley, y'all know the rest
And I need the rest of time, just to better myself
Ain't gon' lie I severed myself
Shades on now to cover my pain
Been through hell, I made it myself
Take one more and say I'm okay

Don't want fame, I cover my face
All fake love, it's always on stage
Feel too much, I'm digging my grave
They come and go, I'm losing my faith
Turned my into what I became
No heart left, I throw that away
I don't know me, so she got away
I roll my leaves and smoke that away
I wish that it would end, before it began, can't do this again
I wish that it would end, before it began, can't do this again

You left me empty, just don't forget me
These drugs are tempting, I need to steady myself
Hop in a Bentley, y'all know the rest
And I need the rest of time, just to better myself
Ain't gon' lie I severed myself
Shades on now to cover my pain
Been through hell, I made it myself
Take one more and say I'm okay