Water Weight

Nauseate, I'm spinning circles to reimagine you're still with me
It doesn't help much that I'm stuck guilty and afraid
Expecting too much but lacking the guts to say what you needed me to say
I got caught up, you wished me good luck
I'll see you when I reach my grave

I took for granted all the times you set yourself aside
I threw away a lot of time chasing what I despise
I'm searching for closure in your life

Gravitate, I'm drifting far from our common ground I can't relate
I'm feeling hostage in conversation it's not the same

Memories replayed can't replace you six feet underneath

I took for granted all the times you set yourself aside
I threw away a lot of time chasing what I despise
I'm searching for closure in your life, but getting nowhere
I took for granted all the times you set yourself aside
I threw away a lot of time chasing what I despise
I'm searching for closure in your life, I bury everything inside