I Do It To Myself

(album: Written & Directed - 2021)

I've got a waking premonition
A little like a shadow of a ghost
Black cloud she wraps around my vision
Digging her claws where no one goes

I'm not into confessing
I find it more depressing
Tell me why I should go
Yeah, I've got bad attention
Always over thinking
Tell me what I don't know

I do it to myself
I'm a walking contradiction
I don't need any help
Yeah, I know its self-infliction
I'm drowning it out, washing it down
I try to tell the voices but they're feeding my doubt
I do it to myself
I'm a walking contradiction

A problem child by definition
Asked her to leave, but she won't go
They got a name for that addiction
A broken heart, a broken home

I'm not into confessing
I find it more depressing
Tell me why I should go
Yeah, I've got bad attention
Always over thinking
Tell me what I don't know

I do it to myself
I'm a walking contradiction
I don't need any help
Yeah, I know its self-infliction
I'm drowning it out, washing it down
I try to tell the voices but they're feeding my doubt
I do it to myself
I'm a walking contradiction

Talking to myself again
Talking to myself again
In my head, my only friend
In my head, my only friend
Talking to myself again

I do it to myself
I'm a walking contradiction
I don't need any help
Yeah, I know its self-infliction
I'm drowning it out, washing it down
I try to tell the voices but they're feeding my doubt
I do it to myself
I'm a walking contradiction