Temporary Insanity

(album: Honeysuckle & Lightning Bugs - 2019)

I never meant to break your broken heart
These lonely nights keep me staying awake
Hoping that my phone would ring
Turn the page
All my life I've been chasing charts
Never felt like I could just walk away
I chose to stay, yeah

So what I gave up chasing mountains?
I never ever could turn back the page
Or get back that day
I can't pretend to play superhero or play victim
'Cause I hurt myself when I did me wrong
How does that go?

I think I'm losing it, I feel so cold
Sitting in this dark room alone
With my ceiling fan spinning on low
I know I'm losing it, I'm turning cold
Sitting in this dark room alone
'Cause my spirit's so down, I feel lost

I never thought to gift you everything
And in exchange you broke me and took it away
Can you feel my pain?
Every since I was a little boy
Always questioned my purpose
Don't let me slip away
I chose to play
(I chose to play)

So what I gave up chasing fountains?
I never ever could turn back the page
Or get back that day
I can't pretend to play superhero or play victim
'Cause I hurt myself when I did you wrong
Tell me, how does that go?

I think I'm losing it, I feel so cold
Sitting in this dark room alone
With my ceiling fan spinning on low
I know I'm losing it, I'm turning cold
Sitting in this dark room alone
'Cause my spirit's so down, I feel lost