Holy Spirit

(album: Free Barabbas - 2015)

Don't know what people really think
All I know is what I hear
They can hate you in their heart
They just gon' grin from ear to ear
They see you balling in they future so they never crystal clear
Now they acting brand new like the beginning of the year
Finally got an invitation but don't know if I should go
It makes you wonder what's so different why they never ask before
If I get inside the car and take that ride will come back
Or am I giving up soul just so I can be the man
But I've never been the man why they want me in they plans
I don't know but something's wrong I felt it when I shook their hands
This the stuff I was thinking in the back of the cab while this girl tryna make me mad

I said you really don't need me, right?
And she said yea I do, I said no you don't, she said why you trippin'?
Why you don't you believe me? Well...
I don't know but I can feel it in my bones
Something doesn't feel right
Something doesn't feel right

Phone calls with people who don't know me at all
With no morals or values they just wanna ball
They only hit you up when they have money involved
In high school I only made the team because I was tall
And when you hit em with know they gon' say that you changed
I wonder if they use to say the same thing to Paul
One minute It was kill everything in sight
The next it was be kind and show love to all
Bang bang bang everybody outta the street
Now the scene look like an all-star track meet
Everybody blames black on black crime so I was surprised when I found out that it was the police
Anyways just another day now I'm at the barber shop my homeboy finna get a taper fade
Then his girl walk in and say how you doing Bae then she turns around and sees me and then she says hey
Then my homie gets out of his seat and says I'll be right back can I borrow your car
He said he needs to meet someone down the street and it won't be that long cause its really not far
I give 'em the keys and then I dap him up as he proceeds to leave his girl sits beside me
She said he's gonna be outta town Friday

I said you really don't need me, right?
And she said yea I do, I said no you don't, she said why you trippin'?
Why you don't you believe me? Well...
I don't know but I can feel it in my bones
Something doesn't feel right
Something doesn't feel right

One time for the summers in the house
Two times for time spent up on the couch
Three times for the five times I missed
And 6 times for people who counted me out
Sometimes I wish I never tried
Sometimes I wish I didn't reply
Sometimes I wish I would cared less so I could brag and walk away like a normal guy
The feeling's way worse when you knew better
I'll say that
But, I ain't even tripping, though
It's all love...