Inside

(album: Upright, Love - 2012)

I'd rather stay home and cry tonight
I'd rather stay home or die tonight
Or disappear into the sky tonight
Than talk to you
And I don't wanna hear why tonight
You can't give and you can't try tonight
Don't wanna look you in the eye tonight
But that's nothing new
Said I don't know
What rules you wanna follow
But you're
You're gonna leave me hollow
On the inside
Oh, no
Said I don't know
What rules you wanna follow
But you're
You're gonna leave me hollow
On the inside
Oh, no
Oh, no no no no
Oh, no

You don't wanna tell me the joke tonight
Both taking turns blowing smoke tonight
I guess I'll just take that toke tonight
Instead of talk to you
He says, oh God, he says, oh
He says, "God, I miss my mom tonight"
That's hard for him to say
Having trouble staying calm tonight
He says it anyway
I don't know where I'm from tonight
But that's nothing new
He says, "I always thought there'd be plenty
"No one told me it's this empty on the inside"
Oh, no
Says, "I can't trust the girls that wanna love me
"Don't they know I'm fucking ugly on the inside?"
Oh, no
Oh, no no no no
Oh, no

You see, we get so tired of being tough
We get so lonely in the evening
See, we get so tired of being tough
And we get so lonely at night
See, with that crack in my ceiling
And that broken lampshade
And I don't have any answers
And my heartbreak's man-made
And if my neighbor smokes dope
And these stairs are too long
And if I break my little toe
And every time
Every time I'm wrong
Oh, no no no
Said every time that I'm wrong
Oh, no no no

I'd rather stay home and cry tonight
Or disappear into the sky, yeah yeah
Oh, no no no
Oh, no no no no
Oh, no no no no