What You Want

(album: Nowhere To Here - 1995)

Woke up from another dream
with the clouds in my head
sat down by the window watched the sunrise burning red

I guess I'm doing alright now
but there's too much time to kill
I can't forget you lying there so still

Picture back to another time
I see you sitting here
you said would you ever forgive me if I chose to disappear
I turned away and closed my eyes
I didn't think I could

If that's what you want I guess I would
if that's what you want I guess I would

You know I can't live like everyone else
nothing ever seems that simple in my head
feel myself slipping away
don't want to wind up helpless in my bed

This time I want to get out and walk but I think I'll fall

I can see myself in so many ways
but I curse myself instead
was there something I should have done
something else I could have said
you know I tried to change it but I can't forgive you still

If that's what you want I guess I will
if that's what you want I guess I will

You know I can't live like everyone else
nothing ever comes that simple in my head
feel myself slipping away
tired of waking up lonely in my bed

This time I want to get out and walk but I think I'll fall
this time I want to get out but I think I'll fall