I Can't

(album: Supernova - 2020)

This ain't a 20 minute town no more
It don't look the same
Red lights, bar streets, too much concrete
I don't recognize a thing
Ain't a 20 minute call no more
No you don't call me at all
Outside rain falls, curtains half drawn
I'm here talking to the walls

All the time and the whiskey I've wasted
That I ain't ever getting back
And I've tried to find the courage just to face it
But I can't, I can't
And I'm tired of you feeling like a stranger
Over and over again
Oh, but everything around me keeps changing
But I can't, I can't, I can't

It feels impossible to move sometimes
Like you're still in the room
Smoke on my breath
Chains on my chest
Damn, you won't cut me loose
I just gotta get outta here
Get up off of the floor
Find my senses
'Cause you meant it
You're not coming back no more

All the time and the whiskey I've wasted
That I ain't ever getting back
Oh, I've tried to find the courage just to face it
But I can't, I can't
And I'm tired of you feeling like a stranger
Over and over again
Oh, when everything around me keeps changing
But I can't, I can't, I can't
Oh, I can't, I can't

All the time and the whiskey I've wasted
That I ain't ever getting back
I've tried to find the courage just to face it
But I can't
Yeah, I'm tired of you feeling like a stranger
Over and over again
When everything around me keeps changing
But I can't, I can't, I can't
Oh, I can't, I can't
I can't I can't
Oh, I can't