All Of My Soul

(album: At Least I Tried - 2018)

I'm all alone again
Out on my own again
Running from home again
You always telling me "you can do better"
Shut up, and show me then
I don't got time for this
I laid on the line for this
Told you in confidence
All of my secrets and all of my wounds
You took all of my soul
I'm all alone again
I'm all alone again

I miss the way we stay up so late, just laughing together
With so many problems from how what we're still like
It couldn't get better
Now, it's just grudges and grief
Constantly juggling beef
I call every couple of months
But you don't respond for a couple of weeks
I know that you think I have plenty
But twenty-four seven, I'm running on empty
I am amazed that I am still going
When my biggest hero is rooting against me, resents me
There's no other choice but to clear up and go
Even though I miss you having my back
It gets easy as the business grows

I'm all alone again
Out on my own again
Running from home again
You always telling me "you can do better"
Shut up, and show me then
I don't got time for this
I laid on the line for this
Told you in confidence
All of my secrets and all of my wounds
You took all of my soul
I'm all alone again
I'm all alone again

I'm all alone again
I'm all alone again

I could spill all of my guts on the record
And you wouldn't recognize none of it
I try to communicate with you
But you always take it as punishment
Everything wrong is everyone's fault, and never your own
Every time I reach out to help
End up wishing that I had just left you alone
Your cellular phone, it raining all day
Go deal with your problems, just keep 'em away
I cannot think of a reason to stay
A simple "I'm sorry"'s the least you could say
Needles to say, I ain't holding a grudge
But when you need something, I know not to budge
No, not a nudge
This what it is, forget what it was

I'm all alone again
Out on my own again
Running from home again
You always telling me "you can do better"
Shut up, and show me then
I don't got time for this
I laid on the line for this
Told you in confidence
All of my secrets and all of my wounds
You took all of my soul
I'm all alone again
I'm all alone again

All my friends have stopped listening
All my friends have stopped listening
Even you, even you
All my friends have stopped listening
All my friends have stopped listening
Even you, even you

I'm all alone again
I'm all alone again (even you, even you)
I'm all alone again
I'm all alone again (even you, even you)