Cigarettes

(album: Junk - 2019)

Hey, how you feeling?
Kinda down but I'm dealing
You know I'll be fine
It's alright, it takes time
Hey, what you up to?
Been a while and I miss you
And this pain, it won't quit
And I can't get past it

You said that you would be mine
You swore that you would never lie
So I let you walk inside
Sold you, start a fire
But you wanted to be free
'Cause I guess it's what you need
Now I can barely breathe
'Cause I think you've broken me

Got a couple cigarettes in a dirty ashtray
Overflowing with regrets and the things I didn't say
What I've become
When all's said and done
Just a couple cigarettes in a dirty ashtray
Got me feeling like a mess, wanna wash it all away
Pick up the pieces
But I can't find the reasons today

So I've been thinking
Wondering if you've been thinking
About me, about us
About lies, about trust
No, let's not go there
Don't wanna fight, I know it's unfair
I just want some closure
Now that we're over

You said that you would be mine
You swore that you would never lie
So I let you walk inside
Sold you, start a fire
But you wanted to be free
'Cause I guess it's what you need
Now I can barely breathe
'Cause I think you've broken me

Got a couple cigarettes in a dirty ashtray
Overflowing with regrets and the things I didn't say
What I've become
When all's said and done
Just a couple cigarettes in a dirty ashtray
Got me feeling like a mess, wanna wash it all away
Pick up the pieces
But I can't find the reasons today

Away

You said that you would be mine
You swore that you would never lie
So I let you walk inside
Sold you, start a fire
But you wanted to be free
'Cause I guess it's what you need
Now I can barely breathe
'Cause I think you've broken me

Got a couple cigarettes in a dirty ashtray
Overflowing with regrets and the things I didn't say
What I've become
When all's said and done
Just a couple cigarettes in a dirty ashtray
Got me feeling like a mess, wanna wash it all away
Pick up the pieces
But I can't find the reasons today

Just a couple cigarettes, boy
Got a couple cigarettes, baby
Got a couple cigarettes in a dirty ashtray