scared to go to sleep (lullaby version)

(album: still scared to go to sleep - 2023)

I'm scared to go to sleep
Cause I'm scared to be alone
With the thing that makes me think
All these fucked up things

I'm scared to see my friends
Cause I woke up a little more bitter
Than they remember me
So I haven't called anyone
I haven't called anyone

Life is full of choices
When it's not the one that you just made
Then you're left to thinking
If you use your heart or fucking brain
If you made a mistake
If shit's supposed to be that way
These are the things I think of
When I'm scared to go to sleep

I'm scared of ending up
A body sitting on a couch
Selling things that I once loved
For some extra spending cash

I'm scared to leave the house
And see someone I know
Have a shitty conversation
And say we should do this more
But I don't wanna see them more

Life is full of choices
When it's not the one that you just made
Then you're left to thinking
If you use your heart or fucking brain
If you made a mistake
If shit's supposed to be that way
These are the things I think of
When I'm scared to go to sleep

Scared to go to sleep
I'm scared to go to sleep
Cause it's me and my fucking thoughts
When I go to sleep
Scared to go to sleep
I'm scared to go to sleep
Cause it's me and my fucking thoughts
When I go to sleep

I'm scared to watch the world
Turn and turn and turn
Everyone arguing about
What's wrong with everybody else
Cause fuck everybody else