Cheating On U

(album: k i'm done - 2019)

You told me people could only fall in love once
Then you told me you loved me after two months
So I just assumed I was the one
Jealousy was never something I believed in
'Til you let random girls in the bed I sleep in
And I still wonder why I didn't leave then

It'll be
3 years in
3 days since
I met you at the Opry backstage
Leaning against
That doorway
Sometimes I wish I would've shown up late

I wish I didn't feel like you're the one
Still it doesn't really feel like this is done
When I'm out here on dates tryna find new love (find new love)
Yeah, it's been a month or two
Since we said that we were through
So why does it feel like I'm cheating on you?

Cheating on you, you

Ain't moved on in case things change at all
I still talk to your cousin or sister in law
I know they're probably wonder what's going on
On the days that I really wanna forgive you
I think about all the other girls touching you
And honestly it's left me with some body issues

Now I'm
Blank staring
At some new face
Can't help but compare everything
I'm sure you're at some
Chick's place
Doing what you do with no shame

I wish I didn't feel like you're the one
Still it doesn't really feel like this is done
When I'm out here on dates tryna find new love (find new love)
Yeah, it's been a month or two
Since we said that we were through
So why does it feel like I'm cheating on you?

Cheating on you, you
Cheating on you, you

Thing is
When
I look back
You always needed control
And now I see that
You just want to
Make me feel bad
And it's kinda working ain't that sad?

I wish I didn't feel like you're the one
Still it doesn't really feel like this is done
When I'm out here on dates tryna find new love (find new love)
Yeah, it's been a month or two
Since we said that we were through
So why does it feel like I'm cheating on you?

Cheating on you, you
Cheating on you, you