Killed A Man

(album: The One - 2022)

It started out as fun
I never wanted to get serious
Head in the clouds
Never thought that I'd be oblivious
And I know that I shouldn't be calling you back
I'm getting ahead of myself
Every time that you would look at me like that
Oh, you don't want no one else
And it burned like a cigarette
Down to the end, lighting up all the promises we never kept
And I hate to admit that you're holding me back
I need to look out for myself
Why you gotta go and look at me like that?
I know you'll find someone else

I feel like I've killed a man
I'm standing in the hallway with his blood on my hand
Watch me run away, now there's no turning back
I said that I was sorry but I didn't mean it
There's nothing I can say to stop your heart from bleeding

When I saw your heart break, swear I felt the [?] shaking
I can see your face, that memory keeps me awake
And I know that I told myself I would move on
I can't leave you in my bed
3 AM [?]
When you hear it, you'll understand
Maybe I do have regrets
Looking back how I laughed, no, I didn't wanna end it like this
And I never thought it would be like in the movies
I'm running, I'm out of breath
But I gotta get out of my blue jeans
I think I gotta confess

I feel like I've killed a man
I'm standing in the hallway with his blood on my hand
Watch me run away, now there's no turning back
I said that I was sorry but I didn't mean it
There's nothing I can say to stop your heart from bleeding
(Nothing I can say, there's nothing I can, there's nothing I can say)
(There's nothing I can, there's nothing I can, there's nothing I can say)

I'm going to church to pray for my sins, to forgive myself
Oh God, it hurts, down on my knees, don't wanna go to Hell
I'm going to church to pray for my sins, to forgive myself
Oh God, it hurts, down on my knees, don't wanna go to Hell

I feel like I've killed a man
I'm standing in the hallway with his blood on my hand
Watch me run away, now there's no turning back
I said that I was sorry but I didn't mean it
There's nothing I can say to stop your heart from bleeding

There's nothing I can say to stop your heart from bleeding