Drunken Lonely Orchestra

This is my drunken lonely orchestra
I've never sung this song out loud before
I've gone through every bottle here
Turned the alcohol to tears
I'm lying here
But even though my body's numb, my heart still hums for you

I call again and drop the phone
I almost say—but you say, "Hello"
I pick it up, I cannot speak
My head, it spins, and my eyes, they bleed
The trees are red, and the leaves, they fall
Maybe it'll snow this year and freeze me after all
I know I probably shouldn't call
I can't just say the things I mean
I got a cementary now
For all the things it coulda been
I need an orchestra in here
Need some drums that treats the pain
Need some [?] to cut them strings
Maybe they'll cut away the pain
How 'bout some fireworks, come on
[?] this place
So I won't notice I'm alone
Pretend that everything's okay
Okay, the dogs, they bark at night
Sound like 808's to me
Want 'em crying out so loud
That from your house you hear the beat
And maybe you'll come here sleepy
You still get anxiety?
Or was it all just cause of me?
Was it all just cause of me?

This is my drunken lonely orchestra
I've never sung this song out loud before
I've gone through every bottle here
Turned the alcohol to tears
I'm lying here
But even though my body's numb, my heart still longs for you

I'm at zero g's, just a quarter past three
I'ma be a g, please don't wait up, wait up
I'm at zero g's, just a quarter past three
Please don't wait up for me
Please don't wait up for me

Wait, let me restart this
Don't know how to talk to you without sounding broken hearted
Was looking for a whole life sentence, then we parted
And it's hard when it ends but being friends is the hardest
Drop-top in the wind, I'll pretend it's a party
The mood's dropping again
Is it a sin to hit Bacardi
In the morning is you calling?
Wait, am I calling you?
Hang it up, stupid phone
Fuck, should I follow through?
There's an orchestra in here
And the audience is doomed
You never got attention when the piano's in the room
Blame it on the music, girl
The music hates you too
I didn't even mean that, guess the liquor's talking through

This is my drunken lonely orchestra
I've never sung this song out loud before
I've gone through every bottle here
Turned the alcohol to tears
I'm lying here
But even though my body's numb, my heart still hums for you

I'm at zero g's, just a quarter past three
I'ma be a g, please don't wait up, wait up
I'm at zero g's, just a quarter past three
Please don't wait up for me
Please don't wait up for me

Body's numb, my heart still
Please don't wait up
My heart still
Numb, my heart still hums for you
Heart still
Numb, my heart still
My heart still
Numb, my heart still hums for you...