Are You Happy?

Haven't left the house in weeks
It's 3am and I can't sleep
Cause when my phone dies
All I see is my reflection staring back at me (ugh)

1 shot 2 shot 3 till I'm numb
2020 wishing it would turn 21
Maybe I'm in hell
Maybe I need help
Or maybe I should ask myself

Are you really happy or are you faking it?
Are you really happy are you living a lie, lie, lie?
1 shot 2 shot 3 till I'm numb
The world's gone to hell have another one
Are you really happy or are you faking it?

Do you hide behind a smile?
I do that all the time
I try to fix my problems with another glass of wine
And every time I turn on the TV
I try to keep my sanity, I panic with anxiety
I think, I think I need to breathe

1 shot 2 shot 3 till I'm numb
2020 wishing it would turn 21
Maybe I'm in hell
Maybe I need help
Or maybe I should ask myself

Are you really happy or are you faking it?
Are you really happy are you living a lie, lie, lie?
1 shot 2 shot 3 till I'm numb
The world's gone to hell have another one
Are you really happy or are you faking it?

I don't even know who I am anymore, anymore, anymore
I don't wanna, don't wanna pretend, anymore, anymore, anymore

But are you really happy or are you faking it?
Are you really happy are you living a lie, lie, lie?
1 shot 2 shot 3 till I'm numb
The world's gone to hell have another one
Are you really happy or are you faking it?