Armour

(album: Growing Up Sucks - 2020)

My head and heart is at war
It's nothing new to me, been here before
My heart tells me to let down my guard
My head tells I should let you go (Ahh)
Commitment issues is my middle name
I wanna let me love you but I can't
Love is scary and I'm too afraid
That if I let go I might fall (Ahh)

I hate to admit, kinda want you to quit
'Cause this feels like a waste of time
It's not fair to you, don't feel the same as you do
Give up before you lose your mind

Running like the floor is made of lava
You should move on
Can't break these walls down
Wanna let you in but my heart is in an armour
Feel everything way too much
Still can't fall in love, no
So I'm running, I'm running until I can't breathe
I'd stay but I don't wanna let you down
Because my heart is in an armour
Feel everything way too much
Still can't fall in love, no

I left my heart on the battlefield
The only time that I let down my shield
I guess I never gave it time to heal
Now I won't let anyone close (Ahh)

I hate to admit, kinda want you to quit
'Cause this feels like a waste of time
It's not fair to you, don't feel the same as you do
Give up before you lose your mind

Running like the floor is made of lava
You should move on
Can't break these walls down
Wanna let you in but my heart is in an armour
Feel everything way too much
Still can't fall in love, no
So I'm running, I'm running until I can't breathe
I'd stay but I don't wanna let you down
Because my heart is in an armour
Feel everything way too much
Still can't fall in love, no

And now you giving me space
And you're fading away (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I really miss you these days
And I want you to stay

But I'm running like the floor is made of lava
You should move on
Can't break these walls down
Wanna let you in but my heart is in an armour
Feel everything way too much
Still can't fall in love, no
So I'm running, I'm running until I can't breathe
I'd stay but I don't wanna let you down
Because my heart is in an armour
Feel everything way too much
Still can't fall in love, no