Crushed

(album: Closure - 2003)

It's out of my control
I never thought I'd hear
That our world was ending
I feel so alone
And I can't stand to think
You were just pretending

Now my friends are telling me
You're out all night and wasted
But I don't care
'Cause I'm already dead

I don't wanna believe in all the lies
I don't wanna relive it every night
It's something you never get over
How can you stab in the back with no regret
Try and tell me you slipped just a little bit
It's my heart, you crushed it

A town so damn small
There's nowhere to hide
Not a rock to crawl under
I guess you'll never know
What you left behind
I hope you always wonder
I'll go with my friends
Stay out all night
And end up getting wasted
And love someone that I don't even like

How can you pretend you never knew me
I remember every inch of you
You'll be coming back when you find out
There's something missing

I don't wanna get used to you being gone
There's a piece of my soul that's holding on
Something's missing

I don't wanna believe in all the lies
I don't wanna relive it every night
It's something you never get over
How can you stab in the back with no regret
Try to tell me that you don't give a shit
It's my heart, you crushed it
It's my heart you will miss