Why Do I

(album: Karma - 2019)

I just want some peace inside
Looking for relief
But that just seems the parts are pulled
Completely out of reach
The person that I let you see
The one you think you know
But babe I sought to amuse you
When a little light then shone

Ooh, it's just brushing in on me
Now I find it hard to breathe
Please just sleep
Ooh, lying on the bathroom floor
Don't know what I'm crying for
I guess it's me

Why do I wake up every morning
When I know the same routine
Of feeling lost and so caught up
In the fears of living
You said you thought that I was good
I guess I'm good with lies
'Cause you don't know the things I saw
And how death truly inspires

The way I think, the way I dream

You think that I don't care
You think that I'm just cold
But really I'm so scared
Of things I can't control
Please don't point out my flaws
I'm already aware
I know the way I act
You just don't understand

Ooh, it's just brushing in on me
Now I find it hard to breathe
Please just sleep
Ooh, lying on the bathroom floor
Don't know what I'm crying for
I guess it's me

Why do I wake up every morning
When I know the same routine
Of feeling lost and so caught up
In the fears of living
You said you thought that I was good
I guess I'm good with lies
'Cause you don't know the things I saw
And how death truly inspires

The way I think, the way I dream

Na, na-na-na, na-na
Na, na-na-na, na-na
Na, na-na-na, na, no, no
Na, na-na-na, na-na
Na, na-na-na, na-na
Na, na-na-na, na, no, no