Traumatized

(album: Trying To Find My Next Thrill - 2019)

Apologize, but that's not the issue
Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you
I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through
Traumatized, everything I've been through
Apologize, but that's not the issue
Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you
I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through
Traumatized, everything I've been through

Yeah, you fed me lies when you called me bro
Ayy, wore disguises, you want me gone
Fed up, my eyes peeled when I'm on the road
17 close, man, you never know
Candy showed me ropes, my life under scopes
How could I stop now? I'm selling hope
It's the one who hold the pain who don't show the most
If shit go down like slopes, I move how I'm supposed to
Smoke to comatose, we never had the most
Running from the feds, tearing up my soles
Niggas talking like they can, but we know they won't
Them boys rap about a lot of shit we know they don't
My chest hurt, man, these scars are purp
Let 'em breathe wrong, we on red alert
Shit around me, seasons change, but we never change
We all see the rain, pray for better days

Apologized, but that's not the issue
Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you
I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through
Traumatized, everything I've been through
Apologize, but that's not the issue
Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you
I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through
Traumatized, everything I've been through

Yeah, 'member my pockets were broken
I tell my partner to roll one
You held me down way more than often
Told me, "Patience for the chosen"
We made the path look like aerobics
I'm living so high 'cause it's cold here
Them little reminders is golden
I had to go sleep with the roaches
I gave love and loyalty, everything
And all that I get back is bogus
It took me some time to expose it
I can't kiss no ass on some ho shit
I gotta get bread, that's a notion
You ain't put in work and you folding
I live my life in the moment
So my emotions ain't know when they're frozen

Apologize, but that's not the issue
Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you
I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through
Traumatized, everything I've been through
Apologize, but that's not the issue
Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you
I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through
Traumatized, everything I've been through (Thing I've been through)

Traumatized, everything I've been through