So Tired

You made me colorblind
No masquerade to hide behind, it's cold
To think I have no key which could
Make or break me

So tired
To see your lights on
So tired
Of standing anxiously
So tired
It's the death of me
So tired of doors that keep on shutting
Why's your door always shut?
Smitten
I close my eyes to your door
Smitten
I close my eyes to adore you

How long can I hide behind a smile
I've held so broken for a while
To drift and see you there
No door just you and your empty chair

So tired
To see your lights off
So good
To feel the touch of a hand...
So sad
To think it's memories and
So tired of doors that keep on shutting
Why's your door always shut?
Smitten
I close my eyes to your door
Smitten
I close my eyes to adore you

So tired
So tired
So tired
So tired

I guess I loved you far too much
The moments just moments not to touch
No order no method no people to please
Just a smitten girl with her lost lease
So tired