Flight Risk

Never known the difference what is love and tell me what is pain
Love is gonna hurt me in end so isn't it all the same
I'm a flight risk never gonna land the plane
I can see the roof of your house I know you're home safe
I... don't wanna hesitate
I... I'm gonna anyway

Take it as an act of kindness if I never let you in
I'm a fucking game that even I don't know how to win
And I would stay if I believed you needed me to live
Hope you can forgive me for leaving like this
I... yeah, you know it is
I... I never could commit

And I know it's not alright okay
When I feel I can't communicate
Maybe I could get out my own way
Give give, give myself a break
Yeah, you know I need someone to blame
Here I am I'm cursing on my name
I don't like myself when I get this way
I don't like myself when I get this way
I don't know how you stay
You do it anyway

Never known the difference what's a chapter what's a single page
Hard to wrap your arms around a memory when the memory fades
Deeper, we get deeper, we get deeper never knowing if it's safe to
Just see where it takes you

It's all learned behaviour
My past comes in layers and layers
Changing for you isn't nature
And if I didn't hurt you now, I'd come back to it later, baby

And I know it's not alright okay
When I feel I can't communicate
Maybe I could get out my own way
Give give, give myself a break
Yeah, you know I need someone to blame
Here I am I'm cursing on my name
I don't like myself when I get this way
I don't like myself when I get this way
I don't know how you stay
You do it anyway

Never know the difference what is love and tell me what is pain
Love is gonna hurt me in end so isn't it all the same
I'm a flight risk never gonna land the plane
I can see the roof of your house I know you're home safe