Lost Now Found

(album: Heart Of An Artist - 2018)

(My love was lost now found)

Beaten up, trapped beneath the decor
I was drunk and blind
I was out of my mind
The day has drawn to an end, I was out again
Bleeding dry
Never felt so high

But the fear went higher, the rage had defiled us
The sickness invaded
I was sort of deflated
A phone call away
But to my dismay
I couldn't control my sanity

Out on the floor, I'm alone
No remark, take a walk out the door
Only had tears in the core
Braver than I could try now I watch as I die
Without hope deep down
Could you help me now?

Hold me closer to the brink of destruction
And bring me back to the light

Save the life for the cause
Call for the right place, and call me the right time
I hold that promise down like a golden harpoon
To the mind, and the soul, and the heart
I could travel the world
But nothing gets closer when I've fallen over
And you pick me up and I'm back again
Don't ask me how, my love was lost now found

A cold reminder I'm a hopeless insider
I will never die
I'm not allowed to resign
The scars beneath the skin are starting to fade
But my body lies
I'm still scarred inside

And the remnants of serenity dissolving my calamity
All will perish
Don't be so fucking selfish
The day that I will bargain with the devil's regard
But you won't just leave me be

Out in the rain I remain
With reminisces of pain in the brain
Now I've become insane
Makes me believe all I have is to grieve
But there's a hope deep down
Could you help me now?

Hold me closer to the brink of destruction
And bring me back to the light

Save the life for the cause
Call for the right place, and call me the right time
I hold that promise down like a golden harpoon
To the mind, and the soul, and the heart
I could travel the world
But nothing gets closer when I've fallen over
And you pick me up and I'm back again
Don't ask me how, my love was lost now found

Bet you'll always say you feel like salvation is on the horizon
But inside, we still feel like that one sick twisted fuck

Give me the hand
Bring me to life

Save the life for the cause
Call for the right place, and call me the right time
I hold that promise down like a golden harpoon
To the mind, and the soul, and the heart
I could travel the world
But nothing gets closer when I've fallen over
And you pick me up and I'm back again
Don't ask me how, my love was lost now found

My love was lost now found