PROUD

(album: FUCK YO SUMMER - 2022)

(Damjonboi)

I ain't seen your face in a year, that shit weird as fuck
Sometimes, I wear these Gucci shades 'cause I be tearing up
It's funny how I never pictured this and it really came
You left me, it's like a nigga numb, but I'm feeling pain
Swear my lil' son growing up, you should see this nigga
Know I keep my gun just in case, but I know you with us
Life ain't been the same without you
But I know you looking down, so I gotta make you proud
Been trying not to sip lately, I been putting the cup down
Seem like I been stressing more, I been blowing out the pound
DJ run around the house, the only thing that calm me down
My anxiety been tweaking, it's so hard for me to be calm
My thoughts been so dark, I ain't been using my heart
Something telling me be smart and I think it's you
When I wake up in the morning, all I think is you
I speak for everybody when I say we missing you

Yeah, I been holding it down, but I'm really broke
I got money, but it feel like my feelings gone
When I go to your house, I don't go in your room
When I look up at the sun, it look just like you
I'ma keep being strong 'cause I know that's what you want from me
Not supposed to question God, but why he take my soul from me?
You told me you would never leave my side and that spoke to me
Even though you far away in Heaven, you still close to me
Lately, rain been coming down hard, but it's not for long
I'm tired of always talking to myself, so I made this song
Life ain't been the same without you
But I know you looking down, so I gotta make you proud

The same nigga I was then, I'm still that nigga now
'Cause you taught me never change even when they change around me
I'm still running the city, it's been twelve years and counting
All the love and hugs was countless, all the game you gave was priceless
I appreciate every single thing about you
For me, you would move a mountain
You the only one ain't doubt me
I lost my real friend and I got all these strangers 'round me
And they acting like they know me, saying they my homies

Yeah, I been holding it down, but I'm really broke
I got money, but it feel like my feelings gone
Any time I hear your name, I get in that mode
When I look at all your pictures, I just say, "It's on"
I'ma keep being strong 'cause I know that's what you want from me
Not supposed to question God, but why he take my soul from me?
You told me you would never leave my side and that spoke to me
Even though you far away in Heaven, you still close to me
Lately, rain been coming down hard, but it's not for long
I'm tired of always talking to myself, so I made this song
Life ain't been the same without you
But I know you looking down, so I gotta make you proud

What's up, Nana?
We love you, you know we miss you
I'm just updating you, you know
I'm still watching these niggas like you told me to
You know, new crib, new whip, new jewelry
You know what I'm sayin'?
Fam good, we all healthy
Everything just how you left it