I'm Not Ready

(album: Child Of The Universe - 2012)

I am broken
There's a stranger on the phone
Something's missing from seven years ago
You tell me baby, don't you cry anymore
That's the past and not what we've become but I know

I am shaking
Not a breath left to breathe
All this sadness so cold that I can't speak

Look me in the eyes
You know it's ok that we didn't make it forever
Come hold my hand
Hold on to this last minute we have together

I'm not ready to say goodbye
You and god both know all the years I've tried
And if it's over give me the strength to go
Cause I know I'm never gonna be
I'll never be ready to say goodbye to you

Your bags are all packed
They're waiting at the door
But it's hard to imagine you won't live here anymore
I'm scared of tomorrow and the emptiness to come
But I've changed for the better since I've known your love

So look me in the eyes
You know it's ok that we didn't make it forever
Come hold my hand
Let's hold on to this last minute we have together

Cause I'm not ready to say goodbye
You and god both know all the years I've tried
And if it's over give me the strength to go
Cause I know I'm never gonna be
I'll never be ready to say goodbye to you
I'll never be ready

And even if we tried we would end up right back to this place together
This was not a lie, what we had will always be real love forever

Cause I'm not ready to say goodbye
You and god both know
All the years I've tried
And if it's over give me the strength to go
Cause I know I'm never gonna be
I'm not ready to say goodbye
You and god both know
All the years I've tried
And if it's over give me the strength to go
Cause I know I'm never gonna be
I'll never be ready to say goodbye to you

I'll never be ready