Overthinking

(album: Second Life - 2020)

Maybe it's been too long
Maybe you just forgot how it felt that night
Maybe you turned it off
Maybe I broke your heart
Maybe you broke mine
And ooh
I messed up the timing
I'm sorry for lying
About wanting to just be friends
Ooh, I'm hoping you'll come find me
That's the silver lining
Cause girl I don't know how this ends

Now I'm up too late
Counting my mistakes
Thinking of everything I should've said
No matter what I say
No it still can't change
The picture of me you've got inside your head
I'm wide awake and dreaming
And now I'm overthinking
Ohh, ohh

It's out of my control but girl I gotta know
Who am I to you
Who am I to you

Wish I could see you more
I've been up in New York trying to wait this out
When I come home and see your face
I'll still feel the same as I do right now
And ooh, you were sitting shotgun
In my mama's Honda
Did you like me by your side
But ooh, I've packed up all of my clothes
Wait for me to come home
All I need is one more try

Now I'm up too late
Counting my mistakes
Thinking of everything I should've said
No matter what I say
No it still can't change
The picture of me you've got inside your head
I'm wide awake and dreaming
And now I'm overthinking
Ohh, ohh

Maybe it's what I'm from
Maybe it's what I've done
Maybe it's just me
And I've tried to turn it off
But girl you've been on my heart
And you just won't leave

The pictures on my phone
You took of us at home
Got me feeling things that I can't explain
Girl if I was to call
Would your stomach drop
The way that mine does when I see your face
I'm wide awake and dreaming
And now I'm overthinking

Can I hold you close
Girl I gotta know
Who am I to you
Who am I to you