captain of the swim team

(album: need nobody demos - 2022)

Oh yeah yeah
The captain of the swim team

Strung out, thinking 'bout the way it was
I don't even think I really feel the buzz
Back in the beginning it was just drugs
It was just drugs, it was just drugs
Back when we would do it all just 'cause
Back when we were both so in love
But when it was always just us
Now it's just drugs, now it's just drugs

I see why they say love is the worst addiction
I'm so high and I don't even feel a thing
I hate myself endlessly 'cause I never listened
You left, I don't do shit now but smoke and drink
Ah, man (one, two)

Sorrows don't drown
They are the captain of the swim team
I can't smoke enough to forget you
And you already forgot me
Sorrows don't drown
They are the captain of the swim team
I can't smoke enough to forget you
And you already forgot me

Nothing's gonna fill the void
Something might help but as I get older
Sometimes I still hear your voice
In the hallway I look over my shoulder
Did you say something?
Did you call my name?
Did you wanna talk to me?
'Cause I feel the same

You're not there and I knew you weren't
Even though I think I knew, it still hurt
I've been smoking, I hope it works
I'm fucking up my lungs
You're not here but I wish you were
All my feelings just come in spurts
I've been smoking, I hope it works
But it never really does
Ah, man

Sorrows don't drown
They are the captain of the swim team
I can't smoke enough to forget you
And you already forgot me
Sorrows don't drown
They are the captain of the swim team
I can't smoke enough to forget you
And you already forgot me

Sorrows don't drown
They are the captain of the swim team
I can't smoke enough to forget you
And you already forgot me