paramedics

(album: need nobody demos - 2022)

If there's one thing that I know
It's that I don't wanna be alone
Yeah yeah, when I go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

I don't wanna be alone
I've been feeling shitty and nobody knows
I don't really know what the end of the road looks like
Guess I gotta find out on my own
I'm losing battles to myself
I never really learned how to ask for help
Feeling way more insecure that I ever have right now
Can't shut up, I really need to calm down

I don't need nobody
I don't need nobody but myself
But I still get lonely
And think about the late nights that you told me
I don't care about you
I don't care about no one but myself
And that shit still haunts me
I been in denial but you're right, I'm sorry
I would always find a way to let her down
I know now why no one ever stuck around
Lately I been living in a ghost town
I hate how I'm making her feel right now
I don't wanna leave her feeling so hurt
I know when I try I make it all worse
I don't know what I should do with these words
But I really fucking miss her

I don't wanna be alone
I've been feeling shitty and nobody knows
I don't really know what the end of the road looks like
Guess I gotta find out on my own
I'm losing battles to myself
I never really learned how to ask for help
Feeling way more insecure that I ever have right now
Can't shut up, I really need to calm down

Nobody would come if I call
Six feet deep, they don't care at all
Nobody would come to my rescue
Paramedics all probably hate me too
Nobody would come if I call
Six feet deep, they don't care at all
Nobody would come to my rescue
Paramedics all probably hate me too

I don't wanna be alone
I've been feeling shitty and nobody knows
I don't really know what the end of the road looks like
Guess I gotta find out on my own
I'm losing battles to myself
I never really learned how to ask for help
Feeling way more insecure that I ever have right now
Can't shut up, I really need to calm down

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I really need to calm down
Right now