Down In A Hole

(album: Distorted American Dream - 2010)

Alone again in the darkness of the life that I call home
So long that I don't know what else that there just might be
And the mirror is not like it used to be
Showing every unreachable destiny
But instead it's reflecting the misery
Of a man full of fear that lives within me

Why do I feel like I'm down in a hole looking up again
Down in a hole I thought I'd never be again
Why do I feel like I'm down in a hole looking up again
Down in a hole and if no one sees my wave
It might just be my grave

The days grow long with the burning of the sun across my face
And I can't place this dysfunctional feeling that I have inside of me
There was no one ever stopped me from falling down
While this casket lies waiting within the ground
All the questions are still just mysteries
While the hole gets deeper here within me

Why do I feel like I'm down in a hole looking up again
Down in a hole I thought I'd never be again
Why do I feel like I'm down in a hole looking up again
Down in a hole and if no one sees my wave
It might just be my grave

And the lonely cold uncertainty is near
Within my mind I know the worst has just begun
There's a heartless numbing killing me down here
That won't let go of my life to set me free

Why do I feel like I'm down in a hole looking up again
Down in a hole I thought I'd never be again
Why do I feel like I'm down in a hole looking up again
Down in a hole and if no one sees my wave
It might just be my grave

Why does life feel like this endless hole
That's big enough to bend my dreams and to lose my soul
And why though I scream out doesn't anybody know
I'm down in a hole and if no one sees my wave
It might just be my grave