Just Fine

I wrote him a letter
I cried in the bath
I called my mother
And lay in the dark

I took down the pictures
And I taught myself to breathe
And I hear he's doing just fine
Without me

I catch the daydreams
Before hope settles in
I welcome the waves because
I know I won't win

Oh I'd never wish this feeling
On anyone, but see
I hear he's doing just fine

Perhaps the problem lies in
The double load I bear
I ripped myself apart and you
Just stood there

I'm counting the mornings
I wait to feel well
I might not feel as bad
But I can't really tell

And I know that I'll be okay
But it's pretty far from a breeze
And I hear he's doing just fine
It's breaking me that he isn't mine
But at least he's doing just fine
Without me

Mhmm, mhmm
At least he's doing just fine
Without me