Cry For Help

(album: Hear Me Now - 2018)

(When I was your age, I got sad, a lot. I didn't have such a great home. One day I started running, that seemed to make sense so, I just kept running. When you get sad yo run, straight in. And keep running forward no matter what. And people in your life can hold you back, slow you down and you don't let them. Behind you there's nothing for you. Behind you all that's [?] ahead)

Everyday I wake up feeling fucked up
In my own zone left alone, feeling tucked up
Nobody checkin on me got no homies gonna ride
Everyone who said they love me they not even by my side
Now I can't trust nobody suffering through all this pain
Don't know who really fuck with me or who here curse my name
Tryna run games or use me betray or fool me
So I'm left here on my own all alone

I can't even like this shit I cry
I'm all alone got too much pride
Feelin so fuckin dead inside
I wanna die all the time (that's fine)
I can't even like this shit I cry
I'm alone got too much pride
Feelin so fuckin dead inside
I wanna die all the time

Told me you would never leave me never
Said ain't no greater feeling when we are together
It's whatever
Cause now I'm trash
Threw me away
Didn't look back
And people wonder why I'm so fuckin sad
Cause I get treated like I'm just so fuckin bad
When I'm there for everybody look around who's there for me
Now I'm crying all alone and this ain't how it's 'posed to be

When I die don't come to my funeral
Say how much you love me all the fake shit the usual
Cause now I am alive and I do not feel the love
Everybody using me I don't know who to trust
When I die don't come to my grave
Saying how good that I was and all the impact that I made
Cause when I needed you, you were gone
You didn't even care and left me on my own all alone

I can't even like this shit I cry
I'm all alone got too much pride
Feelin so fuckin dead inside
I wanna die all the time (that's fine)
I can't even like this shit I cry
I'm alone got too much pride
Feelin so fuckin dead inside
I wanna die all the time