Pain

(album: Domo vs Domonique - 2020)

I been in this pain for days
I'm hoping God hear me and change my ways
Cause I can't sleep at night, it's rain for days
I'm high off gas, been in this daze for days yea
And every time I close my eyes
I feel pain
And when I open up my eyes
I see rain yea

I'm drinking every single night to numb the pain now
I'm having temporary sex, but half the time I just forget
I'm drinking every single night to get some brain now
Cause I don't wanna feel
And every time I get close to somebody
They play me every time
So I just act like I don't know nobody
And I just say I'm fine

Cause what you gon' do if I said that I wasn't tho
I'm tired of this pain, sometimes I feel like I just wanna go
Away

I'm tryna find my path up in this life now
Cause everything I want you know I need it right now
I'm kinda getting older, I should be a wife now
And have a couple more kids, a private life now
I'm putting pressure on myself and I'm just 20 something
I'm asking God when it's gonna come like can he send me something
This nigga tryna take me out, he tryna win me something
But I'm so closed off, yea yea
Heart been played with like so many times
I can't keep up on the nights that I cried
I'm so replaceable breaks me inside
I don't say shit cause it fucks with my pride
With this pain, yea
So don't even ask if I'm doing okay, yea

Cause what you gon' do if I said that I wasn't tho yea
I'm tired of this pain, sometimes I feel like I just wanna go
Yea, away

Cause what you gon' do like if I wasn't tho
I'm tired of this pain, sometimes I feel like I just wanna go
Away

Cause what you gon' do like if I wasn't tho
I'm tired of this pain, sometimes I feel like I just wanna go
Away away away
Away away away
Away away away
Yea