For You

One day you're calling me your babe or your baby
Then the next minute you acting all crazy
One day you telling me that you won't give up
Then the the next you saying you don't give a fuck, it's fucked up
Why do I always fall for it?
I fall every time you make me feel important
I fall every time you tell me that I'm pretty
Ain't seen you in awhile and we live in the same city
But you partying, you flirting, you swinging, you drinking
I'm sinking, I can't believe it, crying and you the reason
You moving on you say, you don't love me you say
And then you take it all back, and then my pain goes away
And then you say it again and now I'm broken again
Now my wounds are open again, then I'm losing focus again
You got my hopes up again, friends say that I should move on
But I guess I'm just not that strong, 'cause you're the only one I want
No matter how many times you hurt me
Leave me abandoned, desert me
Get a attitude and curse me
I still think that you're worthy
But if you don't want me no more there's just no more I can do
But every time I turn on the radio I'll always think of you
And every time I get a text I'm wishing that it was you
But you don't ever respond so I just look like a fool, in love
But it's time I let you go now
I hope that she can make you happy and you can forgive me somehow
I hope she holds you every night before you sleep
I hope she kiss you
I hope she makes you feel amazing
And I hope that she can fix you
I hope she makes you feel complete
And I hope you like the new start
And even though it pains me to say, I hope that she can mend your heart
I know that you been hurt in the past
I know I fucked up a lot
But it's hard to put you in the past
When you're the only one I got
I she does it all for you, she better keep a smile on your face
And no matter if I move on, no one will ever take your place
And that's real
Remember when we were talking bout marriage?
We even picked our baby names for the day that we buy a carriage
Sitting chilling with your moms, with you all wrapped up in my arms
We could argue and make up so fast, I swear our bond was so strong
Like babe what happened to us?
It's like 5 years down the drain
I swear I love you so much
I can feel myself going insane
But some things just don't work out
And I gotta realize that you're done
So I truly hope that you're happy
And I hope that you find the one
Who can make you live when you wanna die
Who can make you smile when you wanna cry
Who won't give up, who will always try
I can't give away my heart because you got mine
Sorry for hurting you over these years
I hope you can forgive
Without you I gotta learn to live
I always love you for real